Hate myself!

I'm really tired of studies!

I'm really useless and helpless!

How come I couldn't be smarter abit?

How come during every lecture I can't get what the lecturer said even thou I have paid FULL attention?

How come I always forgotten what I've just studied a few moments ago??

How come I'm always feeling sleepy from the moment I start to do my revision?

How come I couldn't study for more than at least one hour a day??

How come my brain is always stuck when there comes the calculation part??

How come every time I wanted to study but I always procrastinate endlessly..??

How come I've become so lazy since this sem??

Aiyo really hate myself..!!

I know it is really stupid and useless to blame myself here but not doing anything

but I just couldn't help myself..!!??!!

How can I expect others to help me??!!

God also won't help me d..

JANE ah JANE!! PLS STOP UR HOLIDAY MOOD AND START STUDY NOW OK!

this is the final year and I cant joking anymore!

Mid terms coming soon and my brain is totally blank!

I'm really freak out d la..!!

Haiyo..what happened to me?!

Who can save me out?! Haizz haizz haizz..

K la..I really need to stop this and get my butt off to start my study!

If not I'm gonna die in this semester! =.=