Happy Holiday!!

Wohoo!!! Finally!!!! YEAH!!!

Its over!! Exam is over!!

I'm FREE!!!!!!

Today is really a Happy Day..

although I didn't sleep for the whole night..

forcing myself to the max to study for the last paper..

and now its over! and I did it!!

I make it through the exam..

It doesn't matter whether what I get for my result

as long as I've tried my best =)

After my last paper I feel so release..

Besides this, there are so many happy things happen in a day!

First, I'm going back to my sweet lovely hometown very soon.

I've pack my stuff and waiting for 2.45pm to reach..then i'll go..yeah!!

Next, I received a gift from Ang Ang (Pei Yin)

She is so nice..she gave me and Chie Fang each a box of biscuit bought from her hometown Ipoh..

Thanks to her so much..

Another pleasure is I join my classmate for lunch after the exam.

We had our lunch in Grand Kampar Hotel..the lunch set is inexpensive

only Rm5.8o++ for the set meal including unlimited refill drinks and a soup.

This was my first time there and I love to eat together with my classmates..

and I never thought that this lunch is on a purpose, until after most of us had finished our meals, there comes a birthday cake! *surprised*

The cake is for 3 persons..Cheong Wei, Shih Mun and me! ^^

We are the 30th September babies..haha

There was our namesss on top : Wei Mun Jane...lolx!

I had a great moment with them..and sincerely appreciate for this celebration..

although is a simple one, but it means to me..

Thank you, my classmates =)

Final exam---say bye to FSA!

Wohoo...finally 1st paper has over!

but still got 3 more to go!!!! ARRGGH!!!

I was almost killed by FSA+sickness...and now I still have to go through 3 more...god!

Today's exam is Financial Statement Analysis..what can I say...

I hate this subject. I did not do so well, but i still able to write out some answers..=D

Ofcz there are still some parts are blank, i mean TOTALLY BLANK..

is not I didn't want to write anything there, but no time left and I can't even figure out any single word to write..

I also realized I did wrongly because I applied the wrong formula for the ratio=.=!!

so 8 marks gone for that case..ish!

and other parts..I don't know..a lot I just simply write and don't even know I get it right or not..

My handwriting was...EEWWW!! disgusting!

Anyway, i'm glad its over!

I've just recovered from sickness yesterday..

Thanks god I'm not sick during exam, if not that will be very bad.

The past few days was really a nightmare to me..

Few days ago i've been sick like a dog..

after a severe flu for a few days, there comes a little fever..

my whole body was so cold and the headache is cracking my head..

The next day, my stomach's turn to feel sick and i feel like vomiting!

Imagine I have to study under this circumstances..

and I can't even sleep for the whole night because of the stomach ache..

It was so miserable-.-

I wonder why I always fall sick before every final exam..

Is just like a curse..i think i've been cursed..!

..maybe too much of stress?

Haih...wish I could be stronger..

Lonely September starts..

Plan to wake up early study at 9am today but forgot to set alarm..

ended up I woke up at almost 12pm-.-

My day is brighten up with a message from my dear..

So happy to see his msg on my phone when I woke up..

and I read it a few times b4 I get up from bed...*my heart melts*

I skipped my lunch and started my revision after facebook for a while..

I wasn't feeling quite well today..

had a quite serious flu while I was studying and keep sneezing all the time..

Maybe I was too touched with the msg from my dear?? hahaha..

But its was really suffering! I really hate to fall sick when the exam is around the corner..

Can't really concentrate under this condition..

I was so drowsy and finally took a rest at 5pm..

After I woke up its already 7pm..

glad that I feel much better now..

so I continued with my revision..

Here comes the calculation part and I just realized that my scientific calculator was dead!!

When my study mood comes, the calculation is not working pulak!! Isshh >

and I'm too lazy to go out change the battery..so, fine!

Stop my revision and go seek for some food to eat..

I couldn't find any convenient food or prepared food like biscuits so I just heat up the soup from the refrigerator for my dinner..!

After dinner back to the textbook..but I read nothing =(

My mood flies away to don't know where d...sigh!

I've finished not even one chapter today..supposedly should be done 2 chapters..-.-

but..after reading half chapter on the textbook I was already freaking tired..

and it tooks me more than 3 hours..without doing any notes and just read through only..

There are so many chapters left and how am I going to finish them?!

Tomorrow have to wake up early and finish at least 2 chapters d...

hopefully I can do it la...if not I will die very soon!

Merdeka

Today is our national day, so is a public holiday.

I nearly forget today is Hari Merdeka until I saw my mum at home after I woke up-.-

Plan to start my revision but failed to do it..

My mum cooked today...kiam chai bui and fried egg as our lunch..*nice*!

Afternoon went to Sunshine Square with mum.

So crowded there and we could hardly find a car park..

Queue up to pay for the groceries also took us half hour..@.@

We bought only a few items but cost us almost a hundred Ringgit..

Things are getting more expensive nowadays even with discounts..

Evening went to Shirleen's birthday at Tanjung Court.

Raining heavily while I was on my way there, worrying how the party is going under a heavy rain..

When I reached there its still raining heavily and I have to find a place to park my car..

I don't like to go there is because of the car park is always full!

not even a place for visitors to park their vehicles because each houses already own a few cars..

but I'm still lucky enough to get a car park..

and all this have to thanks to CK for helping me to find a car park..hehe

By the time I reach the swimming pool, my shoes were all wet-.-

However, I was surprised to meet back my secondary classmates at the party.

Its been years since the last time we met...I think that was the last day of SPM?..haha

Shirleen was so tired and busy...she ran up n down underneath an umbrella..

Luckily the rain stop after a while..thanks god..

Shirleen was so glad that CK is there to help her set up the fire and grill the food..

me too as well cz I don't have to grill myself..haha =P

Guess what, I was so surprised and happy that I received a call from Bangkok!

Its him!!! its Edmund!! lol!!!

Finally he bought a new phone with roaming and get a number.

The phone there is cheap..Samsung ori only cost 1050 butt, convert into Ringgit Malaysia is only RM105...so cheap!

He showed the phone to me through our video call at nite..it is nice too!!

I want to buy one also..hahaha

I left the party earlier around 10 sumthing cz I wanna rush home to meet him in msn...=D

He told me he went to a mall which is 4 times bigger than queensbay mall..

I was like OMG I must go there!!!

I will get very excited when there is a big mall with many discounted items and cheap clothes..

I will shop like a shopaholic..seriously..but not now..must be when I have enough income...

Had a great moment with dear in the video call..

although very sleepy but as long as I get to see his handsome face there, I'm willing to stay up late and sacrifice my bedtime for him! =D

Glad that he is doing fine over there and I really miss him a lot..!

Gonna be tough weeks for me..

Just went back from Alor Setar last night.

This was the first time went outstation over nite with Edmund's family.

Haven't been to Alor Setar for a very very long time, and I think this was only my 2nd or 3rd time there.

I feel that Alor Setar is just like Ipoh..except the Malay there are much more than Ipoh..

We didn't go much places, only a plaza and a temple..

The temple located at Koliang and it was so so far away from Alor Setar..

it took us around 2 hours to reach there...@.@

Sunday evening celebrate birthday with Edmund's brother and his cousin sister.

I've eaten very full that night.

When we reach Penang its already midnite and I was very very tired cz I only slept for a few hours. But poor Edmund is even tired than me bcz he has to drive..=/

Helped Edmund pack his luggage but I fall asleep at the end..haha!

This afternoon Edmund is going to Bangkok working for almost a month..

so I can't see him until after my final exam =(

Went to fetch him for lunch at KFC and drop him back to his office.

I know I'll gonna miss him a lot..indeed I AM now..='(

and yet I have to concentrate on my revision for Final exam..X''(

Sigh...these following 3 weeks is gonna be very tough for me..

Anyhow, I'll try my best for this coming exam and stay happy all the time even without him by my side.

Hope that you will have a safe journey to Bangkok.

Take care and be careful always..God Bless!

I love you!

不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得感情稳定了，什么都无所谓了，而忽略了对方...

两个人在一起久了，好多年。感情已经很稳定、彼此了解、不会分手，觉得已经是家人、是亲人了...一个眼神，一个微小的动作，都知道对方在想什么、要做什么，知道这辈子就是他了。一切都顺理成章的进行着，就等着毕业、工作、结婚。

并不能因为这样的稳定，而忽略了生活上的细节，从而忽略了对方的感觉。就算再坚固的感情，也会受伤、也会被别人趁虚而入的。所以，我们要注意这些小节，因为生活就是由每个小节组成的。如果你不想分手，想一直走一辈子。那么，请注意以下这些：

1、随时能联系到彼此。因为生活学习工作的原因，两个人经常分开是难免的，而对现在的我们来说，手机应是我们最主要的联系工具。不要没事就关机，或者不带电话，电话没电要及时换电池、充电。我给你打电话，不是要监督你、检查你，而是要知道你平安，你现在很好。所以，请24小时开机，如果当时因为种种原因没有接电话，事后一定要马上打回来，主动说明原因。

2、经常谈心，让彼此知道对方的想法。这一点是两个人长久相处最重要的一点。不沟通哪来的彼此了解，不了解怎么能形成默契。你也不用像做思想汇报一样的说自己的心理活动。就像聊天一样，说说自己身边发生的事，自己的想法，或者说说两个人之间的相处之道。谈恋爱谈恋爱，不交谈怎么恋爱？不要把什么都憋在心里，这样你憋得难受，我猜得也难受，女人本来就是爱胡思乱想的。往往很多事，你把它说出来，反而倒没事了。你什么都不说，只会没事变有事，甜蜜变伤心。

3、吵架要发泄出来，不能隔夜。两个人在一起，吵架是避免不了的。但是希望两个人不要冷战，可以争吵，可以打架。让彼此都发泄出来，这样才不会生病。更不要隔夜，生气睡觉是最容易死人的，除非你是没心没肺的那种，躺下就着，一点事儿没有的。但最好还是当天解决，因为很多事往往越搁越难解决。

4、互相尊重。不光说话要互相尊重，还要尊重彼此的思想、行为。尤其是在对方朋友面前，不要过分的显示你有多么牛，你一定要占上风，因为主角本来就不是你。不是说，你在他朋友面前，一定要给足他面子，贬低自己，那样他在朋友面前就会显得怎么怎么样，就是爱他、尊重他。而是说不要刻意的贬低他，显示自己，而是要互相捧着说，那样才会让别人觉得你们是互相尊重，感情平等的。

5、不要跟异性朋友没完没了的联系。每个人都有异性朋友，这也不是什么不好的事情。反而能说明你这个人心理很健康。但是你的异性朋友不要太多，超过同性朋友更是有问题的。联系可以，但不要太过频繁。有这么一句话：“跟爱人吵架，跟陌生人说心里话。”你跟异性朋友永远是温柔的，心里话都说给她们。可是跟爱人却是冷漠的，惜字如金的，什么心里话都不说。那么你们的感情肯定经不起一点儿风浪，和平也只是暂时的，一旦对方受不了了，爆发了，那么你们肯定就完蛋了。

6、不要吝啬你的嘴。两个人交往，甜言蜜语是应该的，这也是最增进感情的一种方式。不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得没必要说这些了，就吝啬自己的嘴，情话要经常说。三天没见就必须说想念，不想也得这么说。“不就是才一个月见不到吗？”这种话绝对不能说，太伤人心。

7、态度决定一切。不要动不动就不耐烦、发脾气、乱吼。谁都有心情不好，谁都有不高兴的时候。但是你要跟对方说明原因，不要无缘无故的凶人。

8、两个人吵架，不管是谁的错，必须有人先低头道歉，哄对方；而另一个人也必须很给面子的配合，迅速和好。

我们长大了，不再像小时候那么单纯，一看就懂。这个世界上的诱惑也变多了，你不去招惹她，她会来倒贴你的。人越大，心思就越多。如果你不去努力维护你的感情，不去用心的对待你的另一半，那么再坚定地感情也会被摧毁的。

Addicted~~

I'm seriously addicted to facebook game Millionaire City

I never know that this game can be so addictive!

I can play the game non stop since the 1st second I get into facebook until before I shut down..

I'm proud of myself for achieving my target in this game..

but at the same time i'm so dissapointed of myself! what the hell am I doing??!!

Final exam is just 2 weeks ahead n i'm still in front of the computer facebook-ing??

NONONONO!!! I must stop this immediately!!!

but how to stop?! i'm addicted already!!

oh gosh!! what to do??! keep away my laptop?

noway..this is not going to work for me cz I can find out my laptop in whatever ways I can..

But anyway...this 2 days I had been improving...just sliiiightly! haha

I play Millionaire city and study at the same time..

haha..guess wat..every 3 minits hav to click on the mouse..

then back to the text book..

yeah..I did it..but I couldn't finish even a page in an hour..swt!!!

Okay..if this continue to happen I'm gonna FAIL my exams!

So...I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO STOP FACEBOOK!!!

..hmm...say only..is very easy to put in words but it is so hard to turn them into action.

but no way..I just have to stop it..

perhaps after Im back to Penang I should find a place like library to study without my laptop?

God please bless me and save me from facebook.

I know i'm useless and my determination is not strong enough..

I can just try my best...anyhow I'm the one who bear the responsibility to fail in exam..

Well by the way, recently kind of busy for final year project.

sometimes when my mood come, I really want to study but I have to finish my part for this assignment.

I'm doing the literature review part and oh my god...it took me more than 3 days to complete, excluding the findings on the journals and articles..

oh god..this is really killing me...my eyes were so tired after reading thousands of words..

more than 20 journals I have read through..

and my brain is full with the theory..

how I wish all the theories can turn into something interesting, at least won't let me fall asleep.

Oh ya, just saw some websites doing promotions for their clothes and dresses..

they are so nice and cheap and I really wish to have all of them!

I miss shopping so much...but I don't have money to shop!

Sigh..no income, no money, cannot buy anything I want..

That's why i'm so eager to work! I want money!

I wan to earn as much as I can..buy whatever I like..

I want to become a shopaholic ..hahha i'm crazy!

Ofcz I won't (although I want)...this is just too ridiculous..

and I won't have the chance to buy whatever I like unless I become a Billionaire!

I'm just crapping here and building my castle in the air...=D...=(

K la..finish crapping d..got to go to bed now!

I will study hard tomorrow, if not, I won't allow myself to enjoy my coming weekend! =)

My 1st experienced in Kindergarden

Monday morning my mum called me..

she asked me to go help in her kindergarden..

Allright..I promised her and this was my 1st time there..

I reached there around 9.30am and my mum assign me to a class to assist a teacher..

The kids in this class are from 2+ to 4 years old..

they were singing phonics at that time...

but most of them are shouting instead of singing...hahaha

they are really cute..some are talkative, some are quiet and shy, some are naughty as well..

There is a girl keep crying as she is looking for one of the teacher there..

I'm glad that I could persuade that girl to stop crying..

well..it is not that easy at 1st..but I tried my best..=)

The trick is we just have to lie to them..-.-!

at the end she keeps on follow me wherever I go..

and keep requesting me "I want this..I want that...bla bla bla.."...*headache*

Other kids keep on looking at me when I 1st stepped into the class..

There is a talkative and chubby girl keep on talking to me..but I have no idea what she is trying to say because she is just mumbling..anyway, she is so damn cute..I like her so much..feels like wanna cubit her chubby face nia...haha

Kids are really cute...especially when they are sleeping..

I were asked to watch them and make sure they get into sleep..

Some kids just couldn't sleep at the beginning, they keep peeking on me to see whether I'm watching them or not..once they noticed I am looking at them they close their eyes immediately..

n the cutest thing is they hide underneath their blanket and peek on me..haha...so cute la!!

Kids can eat a lot too..whatever food that u gave them, they can eat as it seems like so delicious the food is..even just a plain biscuit..

Whenever there are kids, the place will always fill with happiness, laughter and joy..

they can find their own entertainment..

they can sing and dance happily..jumping around and playing around with each other..

ofcz a lot of times there are kids crying, quarrelling and even fighting too..

it depends on how u manage the kids..quite challenging for me actually..

I'm so headache whenever there are kids quarrelling or fighting..

and the most headache thing is when the kids are so noisy and I couldn't make them silence..

There will be a few kids talking to you at the same time and you just don't know what they said..

Well, this is my 1st experience for being a "volunteer part time assistant teacher" in a kindergarden..

hopefully I still have the chance to go back there but not for permanent. Definitely not!

cz I don't think i'm suitable or fit enough to be a kindergarden teacher...

I love kids but not the job..

By the way, kids are really lovely and cute..

I envy them for being so happy all the time and no worries at all..

how good if I can be a kid forever...=)

Weekends for the Mallsss

Friday went back to Penang..

didn't go anywhere except watch Edmund play badminton..lol

Saturday went to lunch with mum and Edmund..

we dine at Nanyang & Thai Cuisine @ I-Avenue

the food are nice but a bit expensive..

we ordered 3 dishes cost us RM59.90! @.@

what cost the most is the curry fish...rm30!!

we thought that was only RM16 when we ordered from the menu..-.-

but anyway, fine..as long as it is delicious..=/

After lunch headed to Queensbay Mall

when we were on our way there, Kexuan phoned me..

She was with Flora, Alice and Shee Ying..

I was so surprised that they told me they were on the Penang bridge at that moment..

wow..last minute plan to Penang..haha..

We met for a while in Queensbay..

so coincident everyone of us were wearing leggings..including me..haha..

so we took a photo b4 our parting..

I was shocked when they said this was the 1st time saw me dress up so nice..haha..

ya..true though..i never wear like this to school b4..=P

Finally I found some nice clothes in Padini..

bought 3 clothes and 1 formal T..4 pieces of clothes cost 100+ only..hehehe..

Sat nite went to Queenie Teoh's birthday party..

we reached there abit late bcz we were so tired and fall asleep in the evening..

too bad we missed the singing birthday song session..but nvm..we still get to eat the cake...*greedy me*...hahaha

the cake is HUGE!! and is interesting...there's a couple sunbathing on the beach

the sand is made of brown sugar...creative huh..!

taste nice but a bit too sweet...cannot eat much thou..

we were there until the end chatting chatting and eating and we were the last to leave b4 another gang of Queenie's friends came..

so envy she has a lot of friends..

I'm still wondering if I make a party like her will my guests be so much as hers?

or maybe not even half..?? I have no idea at all..

Thats why I still don't know how to celebrate my coming 21st..

shud or shudn't celebrate is still a question..haha..

As usual, Sunday went to Prangin Mall watch movie in the morning..

we watched The expendables...

what I can say for this movie is only 2 words---*thumbs up*

everyone of the actors are so cool when they killing ppl..

Jet Li although he is the smallest..but his fighting is like..wow..stunning!

We paid RM5 each person for this movie is so worthy..

After movie went to McD for lunch..

finally get to eat Grilled Chicken Burger..

is not as nice as what i thought..but still nice la..

ok after that we shop around Prangin Mall..

this time we really did some shopping..

Edmund bought me a long dress...which I'd wished to have one for so long..

I 've been hesitated for so long to buy one because I have no idea where and when to wear it..

cz if wearing long dress for shopping or normal occasion is abit stand out and everyone will be looking at u as if u r something unordinary..

I just feel uncomfortable when everyone's eyes were on me..

but he said since I like it so much and I look nice when the dress is put on me..he bought it for me as a gift..thank you dear =D

Then we spent more than an hour just to look for his shoes...cz he is too fussy in the way..

but finally he bought 2 pairs of shoes..and I bought him one of them in return for the dress..=)

After shopping for hours in Prangin Mall we went back to fetch his 2 brothers and Choon Keat to Gurney Plaza..

I was so tired and my feet were like going to break after walking for the whole day with heels..luckily my heels are not that high..lol

Then we eat BaK Kut Teh as our dinner..

Chin Keong joined us because he said he was so bored like hell..

I was so suprised with a GREAT news he brought me..

"Chong Sern is getting married!! "

and I was like.."OMG...SO FAST???!" "Is that true?!"

I was really shocked! Excited too? cz he is the ever 1st one getting married among my friends..

I mean close friend...wow..congratulations to him..

but unfortunately...I couldn't attend his wedding because I have final exam on that day..

Sigh..*so sad*

I really want to attend his wedding..cause this would be my 1st time attending MY FRIEND's wedding..but why falls on 18th September..haizz...=(

But anyway...congrats to him la..

Back to hell from heaven

This is the shortest time I stay in Penang during my weekends

Normally I'll come back to Kampar on Monday or sometimes Tuesday morning

but unfortunately, this Tuesday morning my assignment group have to see our final project supervisor, so we have to back here by Tuesday..so sad =(

Since Sundew is going back on Sunday evening..then I follow her car

cz I wan to get rid of taking Kurnia Bestari which is the ever slowest and lousiest bus in the world taking 5 hours to reach Kampar from Penang!

So I just spent 2 days in Penang only

and 2 days for me is so not enough..

But anyway..although it is short..

every single moment I enjoyed at the most!

Too bad my mum was busy and this time I didn't spend any time with her..

But Edmund has given me all his time..I appreciate a lot..=)

Well Friday night while waiting Edmund finish work, I watch The Apprentice at home..

This is the only time I can really watch PPS cause my house Internet speed is always that fast!

Nobody using it except me! Muahahaha..so nobody fight for the line with me..haha!

After he finished work, we went for dinner.

we ate Tomyam mee and Drumstick Mee Sua..*delicious*!

After that went home watch movie again..hehe

Saturday morning went to Prangin Mall watch The Sorcerer Apprentice

We watch at 11.35am so we could get a cheaper price..RM10 for 2 persons only=)

This movie is really nice and interesting!

after movie we went to Wong Kok for lunch

we ordered chicken chop cheese bake rice and pork chop..

the food is so dissapointing...not nice 1..=(

sumore quite expensive..2 person eat RM38..

I rather go eat Nando's which is much better than this.

No more Wong Kok next time except for the egg tarts and the Polo Pao..

and again, we walk around Prangin Mall floor by floor...

but in the end we didn't buy anything...haha

4pm only left the mall..went home to take a nap..

At night we join Sundew, Huahuahua, Sundew's sister Huiyin, Shern yi, Boon Hooi and Jian Pang for dinner at US Pizza. We could only eat our dinner at 10pm and the shop was closing..@.@

The pizza is quite nice..nicer than Pizza Hut..

that night Boon Hooi talks a lot..maybe he was too excited I guess?? haha

but Shern Yi seems emo...and Jian Pang looks abit moody too..=/

however, we still enjoy our dinner and the gathering..

after our meals we head to Gurney drive sembang since the shop is closing.

I don't know what happen to Shern Yi and Jian Pang, maybe they are frustrated with problems or stressful..hopefully they can get better and be happy as usual..=)

at Wong Kok

at US Pizza

Woke up at 6.45am in the early Sunday..

went to bath and preparing to go hiking..

the moment I finsihed bathing...I heard the thunder storm!

omg..its raining! and it was the heavy 1!...ish!!

I couldn't get back to sleep since I've already bath..

so I just continue watching the apprentice while Edmund is still sleeping =(

Afternoon went to Queensbay Mall..and Nando's again..!! =D

oh god..I just can't resist it..I'm in love with Nando's especially the peri-peri sauce..

I don't know whether Edmund already getting sick of Nando's..cause everytime when I go back I sure pull him to Nando's..hahaa..but ofcz its my treat..

again we stroll along queensbay mall until 4 sumthing only went home..

I was having a though moment to make decision whether goin back that night or the next day..

but finally..I chose to go back that day..

actually I regreted..cause i really don't want to go back Kampar

but even if i go back on the next day..i still have to go back..i just can't avoid it...

Its a very sad thing for me to go back to kampar frm my lovely hometown..

cause it was like heaven and hell..

In Penang, I can do whatever I like..

I can go any place I want..

I can eat a lot of delicious food..

I can see the people I love..

I don't feel lonely at all and I'm happy all the time..

But in kampar, I'm back to alone..

I have to face a lot of stress from my study..

I have no freedom to go any place I want because I have no transportation..

I have to do everything by myself..

I have to put up with the stupid damn slow Internet line..

even now I have to wait for several minits to get the Yahoo page loaded..Errgh!!

I can't ever think of watching PPS here..

Sigh...the life here really sucks...

Thats why I'm so unwilling to come back Kampar..

every time when leaving Penang, I really feel like want to cry..

In fact I cried yesterday..I know it was so silly..

but i just couldn't help it..my tears automatic roll down my face..

I wanted to stop it but I just couldn't..

feel so sad to leave..this feeling is really sucks!

But anyway...I plan to go back home again this week..hahaha

I rather spent more to get back my life and happiness

Thats what I want ^^